Special Ski Deals

Ok, so I was kind of meeting that girl end of December-end of November .. In short everything was fine until she went to her family ski trip .. when she returned it wasn't the same .. she sell me constantly and is only the shadow .. I guess she thought we overpaid or us. Thus, after she almost lead me on .. said she was sorry because she didn't kno what was wrong with it .. weeks later, and then I confronted her and sent me a msg that wasn't clear, but said she did not want something but doesn't mean we can not hang (i took it as nothing serious but always do what we were doing) .. then blah blah .. then I stopped talking to him for a few days and she sent me a lengthy message that she was sorry for everythnig blah blah so I sent him something on vday (didn't cancel after the message and it has ordered a week or two before), then she got it and uploaded a pic of fb i said was the sweetest and she kept texting me invited me to a movie etc. then I invited to a concertand she didn't respond for 14 hours then I found anotehr day and last minute, she said she wanted to go (after I put my fb on one and said it soon on my next statement ..... do not but I think she wanted to go cause she saw that) .. then I had lunch with him and asked him what the deal was and she said I told u one bit, I just want to be friends .. anyway i was very sick after that because she was the only girl i opened the INA w hile and felt we really had a connection .. and I also wanted to prove that there arent asshoel guys there (all his previous relationships were with assholes) anyway ive been really low and I thought I was over it after a week or 2, but I saw a picture of her and a guy randomly .. it made me sad and jealous, so I had to delete his facebook off .. childish, yes, but i cannot put myself to see things about him on my feed or we .. when im not busy I Thinka fight it, but when im alone / do nothing / about going to sleep i cannot stop thinking about her, and it sucks cause i kno she doesn't feel the same way, even tho, in the message of apology, she said I was "really special for her and I hope someday we can be friends" .. im in my 20s anyones there and I know ill get over this time, but it just sucks and you want any advice / tips on this situation thank you

It is normal to have these feelings after a breakup with someone you love. We are not robots and feelings get hurt.
You're right, it will take time and over the days the pain will be easier to treat.
Stay busy and try to surround yourself with positive things. When your old memories of his return, to feel whatever you feel and then move on.
The key is not to be drowned .... know what I mean? Swim in a bit but do not drown.

Talk to your mother, you will feel much better.

Looks like she is much younger than you and probably does not want to fool around until the appropriate age. Being your friend, you can always kiss and cuddle. You do not have to go through with it you can do everything yourself.

Being friends may have its advantages, especially if you like. You can still socialize, go to concerts, party, and possibly, if the feelings between the two of you push, to marry him.